Wind Tunnel

It was a beautiful day for a run today... sunny, warmer than it's been, and no rain! (it's been raining for what seems like a week straight) I'm on vacation from work this week, so I had a nice relaxing morning, then got ready for what I wanted to be a pretty easy 6 miles. I put on my new Team In Training tech shirt, my Garmin watch, and my ipod shuffle and off I went.

The sun felt great! My first 3 miles were clipping right along, at a near 10 minute/mile pace. 
I was nearing 3 miles, and my mind started to play tricks on me, telling me I was tired. (I guess I may have been, because that was my best 3 mile time yet!) I rested on a bench for a bit and soaked in the sun before heading back the remaining 3 miles to get home.  I don't know what it is about this path I took along the river in downtown St Paul, but the last time I ran this path in 2009 I also had a problem.  It was like running into a wind tunnel again. Head on, with what seemed like 30 mph winds right at me. (lesson learned, stay away from this path next time).
I ran mile 4 at an 11 minute pace, then walked the remaining 2 miles home - jogging, walking, jogging, walking etc, into the wind. 
My total time was 1:07.47, which included the walking.  Here's the link to today's run. I felt pretty crappy about this, but when I looked back to the time I ran my first 6.2 miles - my time there was 1:12:14 and I ran that full distance!  That helps put things in perspective.

 

So, today I wasn't at my best. What if I wake up in Dublin on race day and I'm having a bad day there too? I just have to hope I can overcome it!


Another positive thing about today... this is the BEST STUFF EVER! Not kidding! :)

Milestone!

Although this isn't my official weigh-in day, I do step on the scale quite regularly. Today, I hit a milestone.  I'm under 230 pounds! This is significant in many ways, but first, I can't remember a time I was under 230. Second, this puts me at the 50 pound mark for weight loss!  (51.5 actually from where I started).  That feels great!
I feel I still have more to lose, but I'm not sure what my end number will be. I keep reminding myself that the weight was not the primary goal here :)
But it feels good!

Correction: Athlete!

So after I did the 8 mile run I posted that I was now an athlete. Apparently, I was wrong!
You see, I was working with my trainer this morning, it was a pretty tough routine today (and, I have trouble with the 10am workouts for some reason - I think I'm better at night).  Anyway, I was a sweaty, tired mess. I went into the locker room and rested for a while, drinking some more water and sipping on my protein shake. I stood up to put my track pants on, and darted off to the bathroom. I just reached the toilet, opened my mouth, and out it came! I threw up, 3 times!  Lots and lots of liquid.  Boy, that was a tough one. First time I've ever done that.


So, as my sister Kim said today... "Now you're an athlete, welcome to the club!"


I did 11 miles last Sunday... what is in store for this Sunday?  I think I will keep it to a 6 miler, weather permitting.

Shake It Out

So there's this song that I like, that has sort of become my theme song for this journey I'm on.  It's called "Shake it Out" by Florence & The Machine. (video above).  The song and video have nothing to do with what I'm doing really, but I've tailored the meaning to fit my journey.


To me, the song is about facing the demons of your past, realizing the darkest point, then making the changes you need to make. Shaking the devil off your back so to speak.


For me, this devil was my thirst, or hunger for fast food, junk food, bad food, and living a sedentary lifestyle.  Taking the easy way out, and thinking I will do something about it some day. I'm still young, I have plenty of time.  Well, when I turned 36 (if you've been reading this along the way, you will understand my "enlightenment moment") I decided to make that change and address those demons. Head on.  Sure, I've had my ups and downs, my good days, bad days, my triumphs, and my frustrations, but at the end of the day, it's about winning that battle each and every day, and hoping you have more successes than failures.  It's about determination, perseverance, pushing your limits, and adapting to the new reality of this new life I'm creating.


I listen to this song every morning, and every night before bed. It helps me remember where I've been, and where I'm headed.


I am now creating my future, creating a healthier me, and that feels great!

Measurements: Month 5

April seemed to be a tough month for me, at least in the weight loss column. I have to keep my head high though, because there are a few big wins I had this month:

• My lab results came back and I'm healthier than ever!
• I ran 8 miles for the first time!
• I started working with a trainer and I'm building more muscle!

As you'll see in a minute, I didn't lose much weight this month... only 3 pounds. But I need to remember that I'm working with a trainer and building muscle now, and I added a 2nd protein shake to my diet each day to help my body recover from my runs and workouts. I'm convinced that that is making a difference. Also, I didn't get quite as much cardio in previous months due to my knee hurting and trying to take it easy.  Anyway, enough excuses. I need to remember that sometimes the results won't show in a picture or on paper, but they show in how I feel, and how my clothes fit.

Here are the numbers:

• Weight:  233.5 (lost 47.5 lbs)
• Chest: 45.5" (lost 5.5")
• R Arm:  14" (lost 1.5") no change from last month
• L Arm:  14" (lost 1.5") no change from last month
• Waist:  43" (lost 8.5")
• Hips:  42" (lost 5") no change from last month
• R Thigh:  25" (lost 4") no change from last month
• L Thigh:  25" (lost 3.5") no change from last month
• Neck:  18" (lost 1.5")

So there you have it.  Some change, not a lot, but any progress is better than none!

Here are the pics!

I also thought it would be fun this month to give me a reminder that although short term progress may not always seem apparent, adding up a little progress each and every time makes a difference in the long run!  Here's my very first pic, and a "fun" pic I did today to be goofy.  Gotta laugh too, right?!

     

Dublin Countdown

6 month from today is the Dublin Marathon!  In fact, I will have hopefully already finished the run by now.  It starts at 10am there, which will be 4am here. 
I have an informational meeting this Tuesday, where I will hopefully sign up!  (pending approval from the ortho doctor who I see on Monday to get the green light)
Who would have thought 5 months ago I would be writing or thinking of this crazy thing?

I'm off for a run in a bit...although I have a headache and my body feels very tight.  Need to stretch!  No excuses, it's a beautiful day!

I AM AN ATHLETE!

I saw something the other day that said "being an athlete is a state of mind." I completely agree with that, but there also needs to be some sort of physical ability.


Tonight, for the first time in my life, I can call myself an athlete. And I believe it.


I wanted to get in a 6 mile run tonight, as it has been a few weeks since I've done it.  I thought that if I felt good, I would try to stretch it to 7 miles.  I set off on my run with my new Garmin GPS watch and iPod shuffle. The first few miles went well, and I was able to keep a steady pace through those 3 miles.  I hit 4 and I was still feeling good, then 5 miles.  Woo hoo, I felt great, minus all of the swarms of giant killer gnats I kept running into along the river. I guess a little extra protein won't hurt! 


Mile 4-5 had a bit of an incline for part of it, but I was able to make it through without issue, but with a little more focus on the pavement as I was now on city sidewalks and I had to watch for uneven pavement and holes and such.  I hit mile 5 and turned to head up Montreal Ave. As I looked ahead, I could only see an incline the whole way.  Now, I've driven this before and knew it was a hill, but wow, running it uphill for an entire mile...that was tough.  To my credit, not once did I walk. I just slowed my pace a bit and chugged along.  Just when I thought I was to the top, I look again and it became even more steep. No problem!


I finally made it to the top of the hill and was feeling I wanted to stretch this out (I had pre-mapped my route to get an idea, so my planned route would be 7 miles) I wanted to stretch it further!  What? Farther than 8 miles?  Maybe those gnats made me delusional.  I ran around the golf course, then down the hill and I was on the home stretch....but one red light stood in my way.. amazingly the only one I had to deal with the whole time.  Stopping and waiting was a bother, I could feel my legs tighten, and it seemed to take 5 minutes. Looking at the log from my GPS, it really was only about 20 seconds, but still!  Green light, I'm back on, and turn the corner to head home!  I hit 8 miles right in front of my house! I couldn't have planned it any better!


Although I feel amazing right now, and accomplished, I don't think this has really set in yet.  I just accomplished something I thought I would never be able to do.  EVER. I think this will teach me to never doubt myself again. To never not do something for fear of failure. This process is teaching me something about myself and about life each and every day. So rewarding.


Click here to see the details of tonight's run!